All I wanted

All I wanted to do tonight was go out, have a good time and come home, get intimate with my girl. Instead, she has to fuck that up by inviting her friends back to our house at midnight on a wednesday. If said friends were a little more open minded, that could be a Penthouse letter, but alas, they are not. So, fuck you, the one night we get to spend together, have a few drinks together and have a generally good time your girlfriends manage to ruin. Thanks for not seeing that. I'm glad you get to spend a little time with your friend that is in from oh so far away (I hardly see mine and they are all within 20 miles of our home...scratch that, it's a house, we've yet to make it a home). And sure, you can throw it out there like my friends are only MY friends, but they're OUR friends, if you werent so ignorant you'd realize that. Your friends are exactly that, yours. I wouldnt spend a second of time with them if you werent around. I see your relationship with my friends as slightly different. I never asked you to do the things you do, you volunteer to do them. I know I'm a shitty son for not getting my mother anything, and she knows the same. I am selfish, I am cruel, I am sorry that I'm not the person you want me to be. I wish I could be, but I'm not sure I can. I'm sorry.

You deserve better than this...