I am angry. I'm never really sure why, but it seems like that is the only emotion, only feeling left in me. That's not to say that I don't still have my other feelings but it is certainly the most dominant in my head. Between work, classes that I don't want to be in, and a relationship that I don't feel like I can trust(even though I have to reason not to believe that or feel it) I just cannot be happy. Coming into the winter in Illinois some people may call it Seasonal Affect Disorder (how ironic that the acronym is SAD), where due to changes in light exposure and time difference people develop depression like syndromes in the winter. Maybe that's it, or maybe its my long standing feelings of loneliness. Or I think I can do better. I don't know. I'll try to keep up on here and figure it out.
To the 4 people that have viewed any of what I've put down on this blog, thanks I guess.
Sunday, November 27, 2011
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